I smile you laugh!

Today is presentation day :D All the best for myself

Hey readers!! there is lots to be update since God knows when, College started and here I am cracking my head over again doing homework & assignment. I have best buddies ever in class, who turns out to be best guys friends ever!! My assignment buddies, my eating friend, my lepak-ing friends & etc etc... They were one of the best in class!!

update after class if i have time ! :D bye~

How long will it be this way?

I asked many question Why me? I asked if it is my faith. Can faith be changed? The backbones are actually falling apart every time it happen. what if it's me. what if I can't change that fact that I am that way? what if I tried and fail? will you understand that I am actually trying? How drastic you expect me to change to be someone you requested for. I don't know, sometime it feels as if i am not there. I am nothing... it's probably another faith of mine right? or is it because of myself? I will never know the answer will I ? zZ!

He put me on "await"

No relationship means no boyfriend when no boyfriend means no lover when no lover means single but that doesn't i am available well forks I am NOT available. Love suck for the young age like me. why bother going for one when you know it only bring sadness instead of happiness. The laughter may only last a few month & like the wise man said, nothing last forever. Besides, It not advisable to have one when we are young, Listen up. it will only bring you sadness. Trust me. why bother getting your life stuck, well it`s a different thing f you want to have your life stuck. Well,if you really do, get your mama to do so. She would be more then delightful to do so. Trust me. beside, why doesn't people get enough of repeating the same mistake again and again. Get your first kiss by an idiot boyfriend & then a hotter chick walk pass by he run for her. DAMN IT! cheap sucker. If I am saying anyone of my ex. that would be so TRUE. Seriously, I am bored of the same reason over a break up. people complain as if my ears are theirs to throw tantrums to. there is 1 lucky guy and girl in every 10000 who gets true love in the young age. that if you`re really Lucky! damn it. Idiot trying to show off when you get someone as your lover. Damn it! who cares!! you think your boyfriend/girlfriend love you because they are sincere against you? they are loyal against you? they are so faithful to you that they will tell you everything they do/did or about to do? they convince you about how much they love you & you are that stupid to believe him/her. Help you someone. If you really love someone you would wait for a mature age to get into a relationship. You know, love never come easy in life. How much you wish to stay with him/her, that where something will be torn apart. Some may even be in a relationship after 1 days met? Explain that! That is so obvious that you just playing your lover out! Got damn it! To me, my term is call cheap!!! Get thing right when your are young people. don't screw it!

A sign.

Princess Fairytale.

24 hours without his text make me wonder if this is really happening. Perhaps, Yes. Like wise man said, human changes from time to time. I don`t blame him. I was a guilt myself for doing him like that. Perhaps he figured out it is better this way for both of us. I was so cold against him since the " happen" happened. Probably now it`s my turn to feel back what I did to him. "Karma" Damn it!. What`s the worst could happen? Let just wait & see how bad can this "happen" become.

Beware of the behaviour!

so choose

"beware"

or

behave?

I definitely choose behave? Well each person on earth have there own character, some are kind, cruel, bossy, rude, & etc.. As for me i would be? something I don`t know. Human change but u absolutely know that I am Rude. How do I change that attitude of mine? I asked but i don`t seem to get the answer right. Secondly, I have to patient. 0%. Like my mother always said, Gg Ling wait... Wait wait wait wait... & " BOOM" burst! FED-UP! How do I change that? I know Know!?! whatever it is, human do make mistakes and someone have to step up in your like to guide you back to the straight line. i am waiting. still waiting..

Bye~

Home alone.

The meal is made by me GGL.

Home alone with my annoying maid & my little brother. Basically, I had my day by doing normal stuff, play game, watch movie, eat, sleep, bath? & etc.. I had fun. In fact i love being alone. It feel free.

Bye.

Remember when we said "I do".

The star is not longer scintillate.

If feel like a long time coming. damn, I just hate that feeling.

Remember the very first time we met? How much we adore each other characters & how much we used to tease each other about always getting sick & getting MC from Surgen in Medic? Back when we were in NS. we had so much fun asking each other every time we meet about "why aren`t you sick, why aren`t you in medic?" those we days when we started liking each other & created a very hot issue in NS about being together. Now, it really doest matter anymore because you`re at far away land & i am far away land for you. Every time you text me it feel as if it was a force to do so. why bother anymore? there is no need for you to do so. I really appreciated what you did for me back then in NS. But I guess thing are different now as are separated far part. getting you hurt wasn't in my mind till someone pushed my limits to the max. I am so sorry to say it was the best option for both of us. live it wise. go with the flow.

Back when we were in NS, you bought for me bread & milk because i dislike the canteen food so much. you follow me everywhere I go to make sure i am always fine. you enter wrong class with me & pretended as if it was the right class for you. you never cheated on me to prove how much you were loyal to me. you even gave me your phone to use when my phone when out of credit. you would support my back every time i get bullied by random people. you would give me brilliant idea about ignoring my annoying friends. you would listen to me whenever i asked you to do something for me. you would take care of my feelings & you would never said unwanted thing to me. you would do stupid thing to make me smile. you don`t care about what people think about you & you would do whatever it is to cheer me up back, for example singing on the stage on the 12th.Mac.2011 that was the day of semarak kasih!. on the 13th mac.2011 you shouted "i love you gg" infront of everybody even though we are not official. things that you did for me is here kept in a secret place back of my mind.

but things got to end as I wished. It is not longer connected. it is now broken. it is now gone. i take back all the things i said, i did or even i were about to do it. things is now gone upside down.

bye.

Tell you, I did what?

• woke up
• bath
• sleep back
• wake up
• brush teeth
• Gillian called for breakfast
• when out to Subway
• came back
• when Batu Tiga train station to fetch jie jie
• came back
• when out with Brandon Chen & Jessica Chen & Aunty Shirley & Uncle Robert.
• came back sleep.
• wake up eat.
• bath
• sleep on the bed
• text text text
• now blog

Hello there. I was wondering if my daily routine that boring? If you ask me, you bet I would say YES IT IS!! I am that bored till I created something colourful for the piece of mind.

Don`t you just feel it? hrmmm

maybe I feel it, you don`t! like that say different people have different mind? *wide smile. I had my day at subang parade with cousins & well, yah~~ i feel old.

Jessica asked " hrmm, why is aunty G taking picture?"

Rawr! I am cuter?

"oh no, I am lost!?!" which way should I go?"

I am amazed, My bottle can dance!

Bye~

Locked to my bed.

Another "wake up late" day. Mummy woke me up at 7am this morning to hit the jogging track, me! "the lazy pig" went back to bed after mummy woke me up. Yah!! I feel good. I woke up & yawn too. hehehe. Mummy your daughter, ME! is aaaa PIGGG!!.

I downloaded the picture program & did this

The cute baby.

off to bed again.

The dancing Q.

Hey baby. Whatcha wanna do? *wink!

It is such a beautiful night why bother playing game & not blogging. I have this thought in my mind asking if my stomach has really reheal from pain or is it just a impermanent? Last when I was thinking about it, the pain eventually came back to visit my stomach. Maybe the pain was going away till it thinks that my stomach misses it so "they" when on "U TURN". DAMN! not good not good. The pain is worst than just a cramp! it is more like giving birth!! what ever it is, no intake of solid food for the timing. oh! gone @.@

I WENT FROM BORED TO BORING.

Just another 24 hours gone without any fun -.-

Happy 20th birthday Yvonne Guan♥

Bitrhday Girl : Guan Yy Ling.

Born on : 22.April.1991

Age : 20 years old.

"Who is she again?". She`s my SISTER♥

(she looks cute but she fierce, she look innocent but well she`s not!, she look young, sadly this is her 2oth birthday, assuming you`re old sista. But whatever it is, I Guan Gg Ling will always love you.♥)

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY YY!

(God Bless & all the best in everything you do)

Well, since the day I was born and started calling people I called my sister Yy Ling and I had never call her "Jie Jie" even though I got screw up by people asking me to respect my sister and start calling her "Jie Jie" , well it didn`t work you know. Somehow, I was born to call you Yy Ling :)

Back a few day ago, me & daddy visited the old house again. So much memories we recalled when I was there, the place where I use to hide, to sleep, to play, even too study. I remember, when I was staying in that old house of mine I use to sleep with my sister. we would do stupid stuff before bed, telling stories to each other & even complain about mummy & daddy & "Jie Jie Ee". How cuteee.

I since school, I had followed my sister till the end till she leave to Russia.

Going to school in the morning she would drop me off. Go out shopping I would follow her. It was fun. Lots of fun. I miss you Yy.

Memories with you are one of the best I had ever had.

Today , Uncle bring us out for Lunch at KFC. "So Good". I ate the chicken chop & now suffering for irritable bowel syndrome. were food in my stomach could really digest well because chicken is a solid foodddd & it is YUMMY!!

It`s "So Good". (& it`s so fattening.)

Chicken Chop.

My plate when EMPTY!.

bye~

Update.

Bloggie was dead for a couple of month.

I decided to update this link after whole day of complaining from boring to bored. 3 month back, I was away & stuck up in Perak, Kuala Kangsar, Kem PLKN Tangkas Kendiri. I certainly do miss that place. I wish to be back there with my friends from various state. Everything was amazing. My dorm, my group, Charlie, My friends, & NOT to forget the noisy, cranky, annoying trainers (particularly the women OMG!) . Yet somehow, it felt awesome to be in Nasional Service.

cheer leaders

From the C to the H to the A to the R to the L to the I to the E . CHARLIE !!!!

the day we scream our lungs out to support our group. the day we laugh till our stomach burst. the day we combine our teamwork. the day we fight for victor.the day we knew we did our very best. the day we mention we are CHARLIE.

From the first day I entered the dorm not knowing anyone to the end of NS in 3 month time. I collected 23 awesome-est people from Kelantan, Perak, Pulau Pinang, & even Selangor as my sisters till the end of my journey in NS.

The view back from our Dorm.

Charlie In

Charlie cheer.

Charlie Chinese Gang.

12th.Mac.2011

Happy graduation NS day.

My Indians.

Shim.GG

The day we met, the day we finish. I still remember the "screaming in toilet" moments, "waking up in the morning with out grumpy face, & "the towel" out from toilet!

100plus. Oh wahhh!!. GREAT. Normal ni. Oh well just join in .

We are friend, we are from MALAYSIA.

& WE ARE PROUD OF IT

GG.PAKMAN

You look like rabbit :P

GGLING.APEK.JOWEN.AILING.

Gg & Ai - where is Apek & Jo

Apek & Jo - where is Gg Ling & Ai Ling.

Back 3 month memories.

Tomorrow is Guan Yy Ling birthday. I am waiting sista, Your are my love. *wink!