He put me on "await"

No relationship means no boyfriend when no boyfriend means no lover when no lover means single but that doesn't i am available well forks I am NOT available. Love suck for the young age like me. why bother going for one when you know it only bring sadness instead of happiness. The laughter may only last a few month & like the wise man said, nothing last forever. Besides, It not advisable to have one when we are young, Listen up. it will only bring you sadness. Trust me. why bother getting your life stuck, well it`s a different thing f you want to have your life stuck. Well,if you really do, get your mama to do so. She would be more then delightful to do so. Trust me. beside, why doesn't people get enough of repeating the same mistake again and again. Get your first kiss by an idiot boyfriend & then a hotter chick walk pass by he run for her. DAMN IT! cheap sucker. If I am saying anyone of my ex. that would be so TRUE. Seriously, I am bored of the same reason over a break up. people complain as if my ears are theirs to throw tantrums to. there is 1 lucky guy and girl in every 10000 who gets true love in the young age. that if you`re really Lucky! damn it. Idiot trying to show off when you get someone as your lover. Damn it! who cares!! you think your boyfriend/girlfriend love you because they are sincere against you? they are loyal against you? they are so faithful to you that they will tell you everything they do/did or about to do? they convince you about how much they love you & you are that stupid to believe him/her. Help you someone. If you really love someone you would wait for a mature age to get into a relationship. You know, love never come easy in life. How much you wish to stay with him/her, that where something will be torn apart. Some may even be in a relationship after 1 days met? Explain that! That is so obvious that you just playing your lover out! Got damn it! To me, my term is call cheap!!! Get thing right when your are young people. don't screw it!

A sign.

Princess Fairytale.

24 hours without his text make me wonder if this is really happening. Perhaps, Yes. Like wise man said, human changes from time to time. I don`t blame him. I was a guilt myself for doing him like that. Perhaps he figured out it is better this way for both of us. I was so cold against him since the " happen" happened. Probably now it`s my turn to feel back what I did to him. "Karma" Damn it!. What`s the worst could happen? Let just wait & see how bad can this "happen" become.

Beware of the behaviour!

so choose

"beware"

or

behave?

I definitely choose behave? Well each person on earth have there own character, some are kind, cruel, bossy, rude, & etc.. As for me i would be? something I don`t know. Human change but u absolutely know that I am Rude. How do I change that attitude of mine? I asked but i don`t seem to get the answer right. Secondly, I have to patient. 0%. Like my mother always said, Gg Ling wait... Wait wait wait wait... & " BOOM" burst! FED-UP! How do I change that? I know Know!?! whatever it is, human do make mistakes and someone have to step up in your like to guide you back to the straight line. i am waiting. still waiting..

Bye~